orange shit for the soul

Ever had a day where you woke up on the wrong side of the bed (metaphorically speaking) and for the rest of the day every little thing goes wrong and just pisses you beyond belief?

This happened to me Sunday.. I woke up around 5am to hear people talking downstairs and my dog Maya barking her stupid little head off. When I went down I realize one of our resident is being taken to the hospital by EMT. I ran down to put the bark collar on Maya because her spot is right next to my sister's room.. the kids were sleeping and well the dog just wouldn't shut the fuck up. After that I came upstairs and just couldn't sleep...

So #1, my sleep got messed up. Eventually fell a sleep and got woken up to "watch" the house while parents were gone to church... Well.. I fell asleep for that 1 hour (what do you expect? that was good sleep!)

After that.. whatever the hell I did for the day wasn't working out at all... They are just simple things... I mean I like to think up ideas for photographs and setup the crap... I got my setup alright but my ideas were just not getting captured like how I imagined. Usually when something like this, I'll just try again the next day.. but right when it as happening I was thinking "ohh I'm gonna break something".

EVERY! THING! I! TRIED! DID! NOT! WANT! TO! COME! OUT! RIGHT!

Finally I was like ah fuck it and had to return the movies I rented... I was planning to just drop it off... but instead of just dropping it off, I walked in there looking for more movies... As I was walking down this aisle which was pretty big... 3 people could stand there with enough room for comfort.. anyways, there was this big fat lady (nothing against fat people...) was standing right in the middle of the aisle reading the contents of a video tape.. I'm approaching her, and need to get by her.. she hears my keys jangle but does she even look up or move a tad??? NO! Oh don't give me the crap about "she's probably deaf".. what about peripheral vision? is that gone too?? I can't go past her through the little opening she wasn't occupying without brushing her ass with my hand! So I say excuse me.. does she hear that even?? NO! That just pissed me off.. I managed to get through without touching her ass.. but at this point I just wanted to push her into the racks of movies and keep on walking.

Grrr! Some people! This is why I don't like going to the store at any given time because there are lot more people out there like this. I'm quite conscious of my surrounding at the store.. I see if anyone need to get by or anything... I hate running into people and standing in the middle of the store talking to them because that's the thing that pisses me off the most in the store in the first placel!

Come on people.. look at your fucking surrounding and notice people!!!

Have you watched someone's facial expression while they are talking.. or that while you are talking to them... They themselves don't know you are watching.. do it! They'll have all these rude expression on their faces.

Sometimes I wish I could be ignorant and oblivious too like others and be happy... but I can't! I'm a sociologist and I can't stop observing people's behavior and their stupidity! ARGH!